cause time has got a way of taking back everything you thought you had

i didnt cry the day we brokeoff,
i didnt expect i would feel this pain until i saw the stranger that was you.

the flashback on my home makes me tear.
from the first time where i saw u at gg till the last time i saw u at cybernet.
when i fast saw you : your smile makes me want to know you more
when i last saw you : stranger
from the first time u drove me home frm town where i barely even know you till the last time you drove me home
when you first drove me home : i want you
when you last drove me home : will i regret?

the one i lost when i let go of , mccartney
whatever happened to you, i got to get your memory out of my head.

happy abit.

is it because tt i missed someone too much tat i don't even dare to think abt it.?
i was on my way home sitting in the bus alone, and this smell seems so familiar.
its like your skin + your perfume + your clothes detergent.
"just so you"
bt no one is beside in front behind me. weird. :c

im happy bt ive got no one to shout my feelings to. ahhas.
heck. oh finally im feeling tired again.
fck i ran out of my pills. HOW? i need it badly.

our lil secret.

i hope it will be complicated with no string attached. no much feelings involve pls.
if i got myself crazy over this and end up :c , i'll be totally deserving it.

doodoo~ i like the night chats on the phne <3<3
it has been 2days! he kept questioning, why f? flirt? fucker? funny? friends?
bt last thing tt actually put a smile on my face is this,
him: "eh, can msg me anot? why am i the one always msging you first."
me: " got what i msg you if you going where what"
him: " can u msg like abit more than this? "
me: "like what?"
him: "go find out , goodnight! :D "
vonker likes this

i hope this can make me put the past away fr abit.
everytime i try to leave something keeps pulling me back telling me i need you in my life,everytime i try to go something keeps telling me tt everything will be alright

off work

if only acq sales team can go off work early EVERYDAY,
if only sales is so good everyday. :S
consecutive off work early since last thurs. its so cool! && tmr ive a annual leave off! woohoo?

i missed out so many shows
2012, paranomia activity, NEW MOON NOW!

i need some friends to movie with man.


swimming time!

=c

im sad. i need a breakaway.
why do you hv to msg me at the worst time whereby i can already forget abt u!

I HATE MANWHORE.!

suddenly, i feel like a crap crab.
it is always like this. fucking retarded. blame it on my curiosity, again.

ive done so much, accepting this and tt.
bt im always getting nth in return bt LIES!
and you never change!

fuck all the manwhore. i hate manwhore, FOREVER!

missing.

SITEX IT FAIR COMING UP! VISIT ME FOR FWEEEE SPEAKER!

weekend gonna be burnt was abt to look forward for a long weekend.
GG im hving fever. no time to rest. :,C
Im so happy after i went for my dental today.


i cannot believe it. i really cannot believe it!
*heart drop out* /faint